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Nokia n810 Sexiness

Wednesday, April 22nd, 2009

So my Nokia n810 arrived last week and I am thoroughly enjoying it. This is all part of my plan to free myself ultimately from the accursed cell phone. Here’s how it works:

  1. I already am a subscriber to Sprint’s Wireless Broadband (Unlimited EVDO Rev. A access). So I’m paying $62.00/mo for a ~1.1mbps (reliably) connection. I already use the Airlink AR360W3G (just plug the PCMCIA card into the side of the router) to share that connection over WPA2-secured wifi, so my desktop, my netbooks, friend’s laptops, etc. can have ‘basic’ high-speed internet anywhere I go (if there’s a power outlet).
  2. I’m gonna give that Airlink router a beefy omni-directional antenna (15+dbm) and install a deep-cycle battery (or 2, or 3) in the trunk of my car with leads running to an inverter in the cab. The router plugs into the deep-cycles and bam! 200+ yard radius of wifi perpetually around my car. The deep cycles will be recharged either by the alternator or solar panels (undecided as yet).
  3. I already have Skype Unlimited (~$35/YEAR). I get myself a SkypeIn number ($30/YEAR because of the Skype Unlimited plan). I have my cell provider (AT&T) forward all my calls to my new SkypeIn number for a month or two, as I get all family/friends to update my number to my new SkypeIn number.
  4. I receive and make all calls on my n810 (with Bluetooth headset when I want). Just like that I have a high-speed internet connection that I can share with friends almost everywhere I go, and unlimited calling for how much? $68 a month + One-time costs of $200 for the badass n810 + $100 for deep-cycle battery rig.
  5. Profit!! (When you consider my current status: $62/mo Sprint, $60/mo AT&T)

So much more that can be said about how sweet of setup this will be (oh, the plans I have for the ultimate CarPC). But I’ll leave off for now.

Frustrations with Ubuntu/Linux

Monday, April 6th, 2009

I know this may sound like crazy ‘out there’ ranting, but:

  1. If, for some lame-ass reason, you don’t want to the OS to automatically add newly plugged in USB HDDs to be easily navigable, would it be so fucking hard to have a disk manager (I’m looking at you GParted) that actually fucking allows you to see to what degree the device is connected?!!
  2. Firefox - retardedly slow at times for no reasons - despite hours spent finding tutorials for tweaking settings (mostly in about:config) that are supposed to fix this.
  3. Mouse control - Frustrating-as-hell 1/4-second delay on every fucking mouse-click? Really? Really!!?
  4. Do you really fucking expect mass migration when you can’t even get Photoshop/Dreamweaver to work bug-free?!! And don’t give me that ‘real men build websites with gedit’ or ‘GIMP works just fine once you get used to it’ bullshit. I can build a fully ’standards compliant’ custom designed HTML/CSS site with Dreamweaver that looks at least twice as good (the unit of measurement would be ‘awesomes’), in half the time, as some schmuck schlepping his way through it with notepad++, bluefish, NVU, or any other glorified text editor.
  5. Can we at least try to put something together for answering questions like mine that is halfway as decent/organized as Microsoft KnowledgeBase (which is still inadequate).
  6. Can the Linux fanbois get the fuck off their command-line high horse?! I don’t want to have to learn a whole command-line ‘language’ just so I can do basic operations on my fucking computer. Get it through your basement-dwelling skulls, 99+% of people do not want to be able to tweak/manage every possible fucking setting of their OS.
  7. No true VMware console. Really? Really!? No, I do not want to deal with the overhead/bugs of running my Virtual machines/network through a fucking browser. Un-fucking-acceptable.

The frustrations of dealing with Ubuntu’s ‘idiosyncracies’ are fast catching-up-with/outweighing, the benefits-gained from switching from XP. Seriously. It’s starting to get to me…

Primeval: Terrible T.V. show, or the worst T.V. show?

Tuesday, March 31st, 2009

Basically, you take some mediocre acting, combine with poor attempts at off-the-cuff dialogue, mix in the most contrived series of events dinosaurs on screen have ever been portrayed in, bake it halfway, and garnish with the worst pseudo-science since Indiana Jones Meets The Aliens. Voila! You just made yourself one serving of the new season of ‘Primeval’. Although, I do not have the testicular fortitude to confirm this through experience: I suspect that pretty much the same recipe has been used for the last 13 episodes the show has been in existence.

The fact that ITV (they’re the one that’s not BBC) claimed they had an average of 6.39 million viewers through the first season means that: the metric system does weird things when counting T.V. viewers; or television in the UK really does suck that bad.

Whatever the case may be, I’ll be spending no more time on it than writing this post to warn you all, lest you too find yourself suddenly, and achingly, wishing back the last 44 minutes of your life.

Also, anyone else notice that you never see guns (no matter how many) solve anything in mainstream British TV. I think the poor bastards have forgotten what it is a gun does, besides making loud noises. I pity those folk…

From Hell’s Heart I Stab at Thee!

Friday, January 16th, 2009

Just finished watching Wrath of Khan with Dad. What a fantastic movie! Sadly, though, Montalban’s fantastic performance only highlighted the complete dearth of acting talent in the entire cast of TOS - Nimoy excluded, of course.

Rest In Peace, Ricardo.

I am truly a geek.

Tuesday, December 30th, 2008

There I was sitting at my desk on my lunch break, wearing my “No, I will not fix your computer” T-shirt, while  eating Cup ‘o Noodles with my Titanium Spork and reading “Funny Tech Support Stories” on Slashdot.  I then think how funny/stereotypical this is and have to write about it on my blog.

I have reached geekdom. And I find it good. But it could definitely use more ladies.

Good things DO come from Slashdot!!

Saturday, December 20th, 2008

Here’s a copy of a fantastic post from this article:

At the point of conception, you have a single-celled organism. It’s characteristics:
- It regulates its internal environment.
- It is composed of one or more cells.
- It consumes energy and creates cellular components.
- It grows.
- It responds to stimuli.
- It reproduces new cells.

These are the characteristics we use to define a single-celled bacteria as life. So it seems that at conception we can safely assume that the zygote is life.

Other characteristic:
- It has a unique set of DNA.

This is the characteristic we currently use to define life as a separate entity, ie not the mother, and not the father.

Ok, so it’s alive and it’s not the mother or the father.

At this point, you are asserting that this living creature is not human. You believe it will be human, but that it isn’t at this point, and that’s the justification for killing it.

To be correct, these must be true:
- Forms of life can change species during their lifetime.
- A species cannot be defined by a subset or compared difference of DNA.
- Based exclusively on the premise that the creature is not human, killing is moral.

I’d be interested to know if you believe those three things.

Me == Smoker

Friday, December 12th, 2008

Just smoked that cigarette. Unfortunately it DID clear my mind, and now I am able to focus on all the other things going on in my life, including:
Organizing/cleaning my room
Writing my senior thesis (on Karl Popper and the scientific principle of Falsifiability)
Posting regularly to my blog (as is evident here)

Well. Hmmmpffh.

Friday, December 12th, 2008

Less than 2 full days of not smoking. It’s like I’m a gymnast at the Olympics, ok? And I’m speeding up, with my attention on the spring board and the horse (do guy gymnasts even do that event?) but something happens along the way, and instead of going into a triple-axle double-lutz followed by a three-point quadruple jacknife and then nailing the landing, I end up actually causing the genocide in Sudan. A sportscaster who saw that might say, “Man, he REALLY screwed up the approach on that one.”

When it comes to escaping my addiction/prison, well, I sorta screwed up the approach. Now I keep on blaming every slight distraction and fuzziness of vision on my lack of cigarettes. Every slight stress headache becomes overblown and insurmountable to me. I have this fantasy that when I was smoking I was SOOO efficient, and full of peace, carefree, etc etc. I have had this pack of cigarettes in my pocket, opened but untouched for over an hour, now. Including through a drive back to my place from my parents (but I avoided smoking then because I was worried that the light-headedness would affect my driving too much).

I KNOW that I have no REASON to smoke. But the urge is VERY strong. I feel like somehow, life can NOT be complete without cigarettes. I feel like, no matter what kinds of joy and happiness and fulfillment I experience, it will be empty without cigarettes. I KNOW this is not true, but there is a COMPLETE disconnect between my knowledge, however emphatic, and my motivations. So many things I was planning on doing tonight that I don’t feel I’m capable of without cigarettes by my side:

Clear out and organize my digital images
Buy Katie and Shane a wedding gift (wedding’s on Sun.)
Test out image mosaic software
Find prices for poster print
Maybe watch some basketball

So…*sigh* <—because I just did, not because it would be dramatic here>

I’m going to smoke. Then I’m going to do every single thing on that list. Unfortunately, this will just reinforce the absurd idea that I need cigarettes in order to be truly functional.

Fuck. Next time I’m getting a hypnotherapist. And that is going to be after the following has been accomplished financially, but no later than January 31st (the funny part is that even though I haven’t started smoking again, I’m still afraid to set a date to quit. Maybe because I know it’ll be for good this next time, and I, of course, still have tons of fear (I don’t normally do double parentheticals but I felt it important to note that ‘fear’ definitely needs to be addressed before I’ll be a happy non-smoker) about “Life Without Cigarettes”):
Car
$1000 cushion
Gigabyte m912

So much perspective needed. Such an ineffectual platform.

Sunday, November 9th, 2008

Just finished watching “Expelled”, it’s the Ben Stein Intelligent Design documentary. Absolutely artful.

Cinematically, and especially as regards the usual intended purpose of documentaries (that is, pretending to objective investigative journalism while actually pushing an agenda), this movie was done very well.

With a powerful running comparative theme between Proponents of the (Darwinian) Theory of Evolution (hereafter “TEs”) and Communists/Nazis, combined with appeals to “free inquiry” and a well-portrayed “We’re the Victims, but all we want to do is Talk, and be heard”, the Proponents of Intelligent-Design-is-Legitimate-Science (hereafter “IDs”)  have been given the best method I’ve yet seen for fighting their battle.

Where do I stand? Ideally, education would be out of the hands of government, and into the hands of private enterprise…which makes this argument mute. Parents could then choose to send their kids to whatever school taught what they wanted their kids to learn. Which due to economies of scale, would result in like-minded folk, who cared enough, clumping together (geographically) for the sake of their children’s education. Although give technology/standard-of-living another 10-15 years and your average U.S. citizen would be able to send their kids to a high-quality “virtual” classroom, complete with 10-20 other students connected to the teacher (and each other) simultaneously through streaming video/audio feeds with bevy of peripheral technology (digital drawing/writing tablets, digital books/source-material, et al). Of course this won’t be a substitute for the in-person social interaction a brick-and-mortar school is so good for, as well as other shortcomings a system like this might have. I know, and can think of, solutions to these problems, but that’s a little too tangential to the question at hand.

When it comes to how ID and TE should exist in the current educational system I think that it is of the utmost importance to define certain terms and clarify the overall goals of our educational system. Specifically, what subjects should be taught in school? IDs and TEs both say that their ideas should be taught under “Science”. But seriously, that alone is a pathetically inadequate answer. It is obvious from the massive extent of “The Sciences” that we’re not going to try to teach every possible field to our children, despite how entertaining it might be for (us to watch) them to try to wrap their little brains around Computational Fluid Dynamics, Quantum Mechanics or for a real “meta” experience they can try “Instructional Theory” .

So we have to prioritize. For the last hundred or so years, our system has been set up to teach the “fundamentals” of the sciences, with the primary intention (or so it seems to me) that a graduating high school student would be able to easily transition into any more specialized form of these sciences at the college level, or at least have a pretty basic understanding of “how the world works” if the student doesn’t continue on to higher education. The other major purpose behind the choice of subject matter, it seems, has been to train the mind of the student to think analytically (which results in problem-solving that’s better “guess-and-check”).

So…we have Information Gathering and Mental Training. Let’s see if we can divide the common high school subjects up into these:

I just lost interest in finishing this thought. Anyways…it seems to me that the only way ANY theory should be taught as “Science” is if it conforms to the definition of science. This is where the argument should take place. Commonly (and simplified) a theory is “properly” scientific if it:

  1. Makes falsifiable predictions
  2. Is supported by rigorous observation or experimentation
  3. Is the most simple explanation (Occam’s Razor)

How do our candidates measure up against these three basic rules? Well, they both seem to do just fine with 2) and 3), although they might quarrel when it comes to “who’s more simple?”. More importantly, though, BOTH of them seem to fail at 1). I’ve been wracking my brain, and scouring the internet for legitimate falsifiability for either of these theories, and I’ve come up dry. So…we can just throw it out, right? Then both are happily scientific, and arguing about whether the other is the simplest (”parsimonious” in philosophy-pf-science-speak).

Oh, well.

One last particularly interesting point raised by the Stein-vs-Dawkins finale:

Despite the high likelihood that most IDs are thinking of something similar to a Islamo-Judeo-Christian God when they conclude with the existence of a Designer, all that they’ve really concluded is the existence of “an intelligent being that controlled the genetic development of life as-we-know-it”. No omniscience. No omnipotence. No immortality. Just some dude that was brilliant (by human standards) at tinkering with carbon-based molecule chains.

With our developments in computers, artificial intelligence, and self-replicating robots, I find it hilarious to think that, within a century or two, we’ll be able to “seed” another world/planet with our ‘bots, and have them Designed to eventually (many thousands of robot generations down the road) have this same argument amongst themselves. Awesome movie/book idea coming…

So…the story follows a race of robots on a red planet (as they debate this same TE/ID argument), but some terrible disaster is about to strike them (rampant super-virus), so they set aside their argument, pool their computing resources, and design carbon-based life with such finely tuned genetics that it will eventually develop a bi-pedal species with opposable thumbs and that species will eventually re-create the robotic species. They then send this “version” of life to a blue-green planet, to fulfill its purpose. But wait! Flashback at the end of the movie…the robots were ORGINALLY created by a humans on Earth, then sent to Mars, to do exactly THAT! But wait!! Flash FARTHER back, and the humans came (evolutionarily) from this SAME species of robot!! But wait!! Flash back even further (ad nauseam)…

Bottom line:
Silly debate.
Absurd rancor.
Neither of these theories belong in any class before college. When the kids in biology ask, “but where did the animals come from?” you explain to them that you weren’t “there” with your camcorder when the animals first “came”, and then let them know that they can study it the origins of life, the universe and everything, further in college. Just the same way you’d respond if they asked, “but if the universe is EVERYTHING, what space is there for it to expand INTO?”. Some inquiries are beyond high school. Talk about survivability and genetic mutation/variation all you want. The origin of species? Pointless to discuss, at least for high school science kids.

Not Smoking != True

Sunday, August 3rd, 2008

Well, shit. I knew that social situations especially where drinking is involved would be the hardest. Hence my staying away from all friends that smoke, ad bars, for the last 2+ weeks.

Well, I had good reason. The apparent happiness and satisfaction other people were enjoying while smoking drove me to say to myseld, “it must be enjoyable. i want that.”

*Sigh*

So much sense of failure (how I hate that word, when applied to myself), so much confusion about how to go on…

And to think, I was living so frugally before this…

Shit.